I am no longer a child, not yet a man. My parents tend to say that I am a young wolf right now. It is partly truth, but I dont feel like a wolf, but rather like a fox! It is not totally all right, but I do not always act as I feel I should act in a given situation... Something prevents me from being myself... Many strange features of my characters keep me from winning many friends. I have always been the fall guy at school and now life looks a bit more cruel to me than to the others. There are moments when I cannot find any motivation to anything I am up to. Fining motivation is a long and difficult process... It takes a couple of people and long hours of time to motivate somebody to do something. Not rarely does it end with a fail, too. The last issue I had to get motivation for was a Theory test. Everyone wanted me to have a driving license. I also wanted it, but not that badly... I lacked motivation before the theory test as well! I couldnt see a real point in all of this... If I manage to do it, it still takes some more effort to get the paper... If I dont - nothing happens. Life is going to look like as it does now . If it wasnt that bad, why change anything? You see, this approach will not take you higher and higher. Motivation is very important, not only in some stupid theory test, but in life as a whole!